Something was wrong.
But what, I couldn’t be sure.
One day, I realized, I was waiting for him.
I had been told these days were past.
Have you ever missed someone you’ve never met?
I found a prayer in the back of a well-read newspaper at the coffee shop, a novena to Mother Mary.
I stole the newspaper.
Pray it once a day for three days it said.
On the fourth day, your prayer will be answered clearly.
I said it 3 times a day.
For three days.
When something is missing, you’ll do anything to find it.
On the fourth day, my phone went off.
A new voicemail from an old friend.
A garbled message that cut in and out with a song in the background.
One she thought I might like.
You’ll Be Blessed, by Elton John
Hey you, you’re a child in my head
You haven’t walked yet
Your first words have yet to be said
But I swear you’ll be blessed
I know you’re still just a dream
your eyes might be green
Or the bluest that I’ve ever seen
Anyway you’ll be blessed
And you, you’ll be blessed
You’ll have the best
I promise you that
I’ll pick a star from the sky
Pull your name from a hat
I promise you that, promise you that, promise you that
You’ll be blessed
I need you before I’m too old
To have and to hold
To walk with you and watch you grow
And know that you’re blessed
I stopped everything.
I listened.
I cried.
I knew.
2 weeks later I felt dizzy when I stood up from tucking my little girl in for the night.
My blessing was born 8 months later.
When I questioned my friend about the message, I could hear her puzzled expression over the phone.
“Lis…I left you that message 6 months ago!”
Not sure about the 96% stat, but like your words. 😉
Dear Charlie,
I don’t make the stats…I just report them-:)
And thanks! I just put these pages up. It’s nice someone noticed!
Have an awesome day*
Lisa
Oh! You made me cry…just like that…I was just thinking I’m too old for a number 3 (40 very soon), but feeling there’s someone I need to meet.
All of this is lovely, by the way.
Dear Priyanga,
I’m sorry that you cried, but happy that it resonated with you!
Thank you so much!
Blessings to you,
Love, Lis
xoxoxoox
This is beautiful! 🙂
And I’m a good 96% sexier.
Woohoo.